Right side of Rock Bottom

Many of you don’t know that after a few friends that took their life I hit rock bottom a couple years ago. Where the grief was too overwhelming and I didn’t really care what happened to me and kept getting inside my head. I’m glad my friends at the time was able to get me help and I’m still here. I was able to meet people, make new friends and make unforgettable memories that I wouldn’t have otherwise. I take everyday and every single memory to heart. I’m learning to love my self more every day. Learning to be patient, kind and show love to my self that I show dearly to others. Every person I meet and friend I make has shown me a new perspective on life and have shown me more and more all things that I should be grateful for. If things kept going downhill I would’ve missed so much like a few of my cousins getting married and experiencing the love they deserve, the birth of nephew, the new friends I’m grateful to call family, the unforgettable memories I will forever hold in my heart, my brother surviving a horrific accident, getting promoted to E-5 and switching jobs. To all my friends and family thank you for giving me a reason to stay 🤍